12.08.2011

heavy decisions, big changes

The new year is closing in, and there will be some changes in store.

Firstly, Mike and I will be taking over a lease on a duplex.  We are supposedly doing this for a few months until we can re-review our financial situation and possibly secure a mortgage.  While I'm fine with that, I'm secretly hoping this will be a comfortable, nice place for us to start our life and get everything together: the animals, our finances, my health, our work, etc.  And I know that will take more than three to four months.  I will be fine with staying there for as long as is necessary, if it's as cozy as I'm hoping it will be.  I know better than most, though, that planning these things is pretty much useless.  What will be, will be -- I'll be able to deal with whatever comes.  And if in three months our credit reports have magically fixed themselves and a dream house falls into our lap along with a dream mortgage and astoundingly low rates, who will I be to complain?  A fool!

However, I am looking forward to our first "home" -- a place where I can get things organized just the way I want them, and set precendents for future homes that we will share.  I am excited to get my cats back, to put all of our "kids" together and create a feline and canine version of the Brady Bunch.  I would like to be able to use the space to start putting in order what it means to be an "us" in an environment that's completely under our control.  I think it will be nice, and I wouldn't mind drawing it out for awhile.
 
 
New home for 2012, here we come.

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